I read this today in one of the devotions I receive:

"Christ isn't really Christ until He makes it into our homes. We don't attend Sunday worship, maybe a mid-week Bible Study, and consider it over. Our transition into Christians occurs when Christ is the center of our lives every day. This is a challenge. This is difficult. It necessitates change within our lives."

It's the challenge I'm struggling with. The question I don't know how to answer right now. Reading this makes me feel challenged, called, scared, and as though I'm failing.

Create in me a clean heart O God,
And renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence O Lord,
And take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of your salvation,
And renew a right spirit within me.